DEAR SELF,

You wild one! 

I honor the majestic, messy work of art you are.

You are ravenous for the richness of life in all its dimension.

Your poison has been pretending. Your antidote is your truth.

You can’t be anything other than what you are.

Each time you abandon yourself, you reject what life has so carefully planned for you. You place a pebble in the pond of pity, and ripple the lie of lack.

Return to you. Show up for you. Stay with your sweet self.

The gift has always been there, placed at the altar of your being.

Open it through the design of your body.

You can relax now. Let it come to you.

Let your belly soften.

Surrender in the power of receiving.

Let your empty womb be the sacred bowl for life.

Let your heart lead with the depth of care that only one who has died to her fears and risen in love can extend.

In the uncontrollable gritty breaking open you were made into more.

Walls shattered.

Humbled to your knees.

Naked.
Raw.
Exposed.

Quivering.
Shaking.
Pounding.

The cracks cast light in the dark hidden places that believed their secrets were undeserving of love, expanding your capacity to live.

Nothing left but the stripped and essential.

You have been formed through your failures.
Honed through your mistakes.
Mastered through the medicine of your wounds.

A phoenix rising, your illusions have turned to smoke, leaving the ashes of that which you really are.

YOU ARE.

The truth of your Soul.

Waking HER primal wanting.

Wild.
Free.

Deep.
Abundant.

Sensitive.
Sensational.

A worshiper of pleasure, a devotee of service.

YOU ARE.

Honey flowing sweetness.
Raging fire.

Ripe full moon glory.
Howling wildness.

Tender.
Fierce.

Uncivilized.
Kinky.

Untamed.
Barefoot.

Sensual.
Infinite.

Soul melting.
Delicious.

You traded pretty for beauty long ago in the pursuit of the edgy, realness of all that you are.

YOU ARE.

Sassy.
Sensitive.

Natural.
Extravagant.

A lover.
A servant.

Nothing.
Everything.

Simple.
Full-bodied.

Undefinable.
Defined only by the One.

I bow in devotion to you.
I place my holy desires at the shrine of your life.

I love you. I cherish you.