There is BIG energy moving through right now!!

I don’t talk about it much, but one of my gifts  is empathy. I feel things. DEEPLY.

To the degree that I’ve been confused about what is mine and what is anothers. To the degree that I’ve allowed my boundaries to be mucked with. To the degree  that my health has been significantly compromised.

(It’s part of why I’m highly selective about who I work with.)

My journey this year demanded that I re-rehabilitate and re-build.

I had a major BREAKDOWN in January while in Sedona that fritzed out my nervous system. Part of what I’m come to understand is that the amount of information that was coming through me was too much for my current system to handle.

This is one aspect of awakening — a surge of energy that opens your channels beyond what you’ve been aware of. The integration can be bumpy as your old “operating system” is required to set down habits, patterns and addictions that have been foundational to its safety.

I hesitate to talk about these things sometimes. As much as I’m “out there” with my authenticity and my work puts me in front of people, I’m actually a hermit. I sometimes fear that my personal shares come across as self-centered. Also, I am no stranger to the backlash that can come with being different and highly sensitive.

Anyway, I wanted to share that if you are experiencing massive amounts of energy, grief, unrest, confusion, anxiety, anger, fear… or any other various of emotions that fall on the side of “HOLY SH*T, THIS IS HARD!”, I get it and send love.

I do want you to know that on some level, there is a purging happening, and there WILL be new life coming through.